It is really hard to stay motivated, I don´t feel like anything I do matters. The only thing I really care about is my job, and I can´t work with a broken ankle. I have tried many hobbies, but haven´t really found any I like. I have enjoy some for a little while, but I always lose my motivation and quit. I really want a hobby that I love doing everyday, because even when I work I have a lot of free time. I have tried guitar, drawing, writing and photography, and the only one I really enjoy is photography. I can´t really take photos right now, I need to be able to move more easily first. I stopped taking photos way before The Accident, because I felt unmotivated, like it didn´t matter. I hope that I will find something that really excites me, and dosen´t feel meaningless or like something I have to do.